I took ages to get this damn short thing to come out fully because I got this insanely huge writer’s block sometime during the middle and every attempt didn’t sound right until something finally clicked last night.

That means I can finally post its companion fic, Outside, that was finished a long time ago. Gah, that’s screwed up.

Anyway, it’s one of my sappier pieces. It has implied lemon because it’s necessary and a full-blown one will just spoil the flow.

( There’s something about you… something that makes me want to blind myself reaching out to you. )

Haven’t twiddled with the site much, except on the backend, and even then, it’s still not much but more to come. On Livejournal side though, there are much changes. I found this gorgeous theme that I like so much that I feel like making a theme for Lunadream v.6 based on it. Because it is just that pretty. And I took out those entries with Mature 18 and Teen 16 and I won’t have any cross-posted in the future because I really don’t feel like getting banned from LJ. But they can be found on Lunadream, under the tags ‘Mature 18′ and ‘Teen 16′, so all is not lost. In any case, I’ll probably start writing and twiddling with the sites more. ^^ Cheers.

This one is part of the Falling Darkness set of plot so it’s pretty dark. Like… bloodshed, madness, pain, that kind of dark. I’m wondering if I’m really a fan of torturing characters (mostly original ones) I like. It seems to happen a lot. Riel is really a poor thing. And it’s all my fault.

( The guards did not know what hit them when it happened. )

It’s a short SephxCloud, which I don’t think I have ever written (I do have a BL OT4 crackfic plot floating in my mind, not written yet too). Anyway, it’s AU, set in the same world but with a twist somewhere to make them vampiric. Why vampiric? All because I want Seph to suck Cloud’s blood! *gets killed*

Actually it’s more spawn from the FFVII fics of various verse that I’ve been reading on LJ and IJ. They are so good that I was inspired to write FF7 fics too. Lol. I wonder if that’s a good thing or not.

( “But I can’t return any to you, even if… Are you sure you want to?” )

The wordpress engine, I mean, which I use to run this site. The new version, 2.3 series, has tags in addition to categories and I knew that would be one hell lot helpful. But there were also some major changes to the work categories work, so some things broke and I have to fix them and the site may be all out of sorts while I do so. But the good news is, I’ve began to realize the convenience of converting code hacks into plugins, so things aren’t all bad.

But first, before that, I changed the layout yet again. This time, I’m trying to customize it nearer to the LJ style that I prefer. It feels less rigid to me for some reason.

That first sentence has been plaguing me for some time so I thought to finally get it written out. At least it didn’t turn into a fanfic. That’ll be so difficult to write.

Yes, it is about the Nobodies of Kingdom Hearts 2.

( Are we really evil Just because we want a heart? )

I was suddenly inspired to do a piece on the relationship between a writer and the muse. And experimenting with an unfamiliar style of poetry. ^^

( Give me your name Let me embrace you )

I have never done a fan-poetry before! It’s a first, and dedicated to my favorite favorite character, Axel. Yesh, it’s Akuroku too. Written from Roxas’s POV, though it’s a bit of Sora’s POV as well. Soraku? o.O No way!

Yes, this poetry style is quite… hmm… different from my usual. It doesn’t rhyme, it doesn’t have a particular order or anything… each stanza has it’s own ‘scene’, that’s all. I’m experimenting, and I kinda like this one. Yeah.

( I see a dream. Is it mine? Or the other, Deep inside of me. )

Well… nothing much to say about this poem. The title and its content speaks for itself.

( The door of the glasshouse opens, Child wears high heels three size large. )

Until now I’m not sure why I wrote this. It reflected my mood on evolution of human habits and the gradual destruction of nature.

( Hands with thin sticks Scratch scratch scratching )