Oh gosh, posted this here so darn late. Anyway, Dark!Demyx makes another appearance!

Actually, if you want to be really strict, this is still Akuroku with a dash of Demyx having a crush on Axel. Or something like that. And yes, I realize it feels similar to another work of mine, but this Demyx is a lot lot less dark. He’s nice. Poor little puppy.

I finished this a long time ago, but its companion fic, Inside, wouldn’t cooperate. So it got dragged until now. I hope that don’t ever happen again.

( He did not know what to do. )

I took ages to get this damn short thing to come out fully because I got this insanely huge writer’s block sometime during the middle and every attempt didn’t sound right until something finally clicked last night.

That means I can finally post its companion fic, Outside, that was finished a long time ago. Gah, that’s screwed up.

Anyway, it’s one of my sappier pieces. It has implied lemon because it’s necessary and a full-blown one will just spoil the flow.

( There’s something about you… something that makes me want to blind myself reaching out to you. )

That first sentence has been plaguing me for some time so I thought to finally get it written out. At least it didn’t turn into a fanfic. That’ll be so difficult to write.

Yes, it is about the Nobodies of Kingdom Hearts 2.

( Are we really evil Just because we want a heart? )

I have never done a fan-poetry before! It’s a first, and dedicated to my favorite favorite character, Axel. Yesh, it’s Akuroku too. Written from Roxas’s POV, though it’s a bit of Sora’s POV as well. Soraku? o.O No way!

Yes, this poetry style is quite… hmm… different from my usual. It doesn’t rhyme, it doesn’t have a particular order or anything… each stanza has it’s own ‘scene’, that’s all. I’m experimenting, and I kinda like this one. Yeah.

( I see a dream. Is it mine? Or the other, Deep inside of me. )

This was the entry for the Halloween contest at Deviantart’s Akuroku club. But as you can see, it took its own bloody sweet time to finally be completed and thus why I’m posting it now. Six months late. T-T I hate my muses sometimes. Basically, this one is like the Chaotic Christmas fic, where Axel wants to let Roxas have fun during the festive occasion. Something like that. Yeah.

Synopsis: Halloween is not just a world where there’s a smiling skeleton, but an occasion for the Organization to relax as well.

( “What WERE you thinking, you idiot? You almost scared me to non-existence!” )

I started this a long time ago and couldn’t quite finish it until recently. It’s quite angsty, and by the end of it, I forgot what I based on when I wrote it. But I think it is quite alright, for a writing of mine, so yeah, here it is. Oh yeah, this fic is in an AU setting. Reflects the actual game itself and a little of Loveless. o.o

Synopsis: Roxas was involved in a car accident and lose his memory, and that of his boyfriend.

( Axel. I’m Axel, your boyfriend! What happened to you? Can’t you remember me?” )

I wrote this for the dA Akuroku club’s Christmas contest. I was supposed to somehow take a phrase/sentence from a Christmas song and write it into the story, but I ended up taking a few. This has become something like ‘hey, let’s spot the Xmas song references!’ I actually suffered several minor writer blocks as I wrote this, but I finally got it all out. *cheers* And I think I’m satisfied with it. Yeah.

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas, Marluxia x Demyx. Holidays with the Organization XIII members are never boring. Perhaps, just the opposite.

( “Ah that. It’s not my doing, but you gotta admit that Demyx has style.” )

After I wrote a bout of humorous (hilarious, even, if I must say so myself) fanfics for the akuroku pairing, this piece is almost out of place with how dark it is. The Demyx here isn’t the happy-go-lucky and a little silly Demyx that I usually write about, so I was a little afraid of him being OOC, but I figure, with that one scene of him going all cold and fierce on Sora, this is still pretty possible. So yeah.

Sypnosis: Axel x Demyx, implied Axel x Marluxia and Demyx x Marluxia. When Axel went after another, Demyx contemplates his feelings (or what resembles it).

( That’s what the bitter angry taste at the very end of my throat means, doesn’t it? )

I can’t really remember what I was thinking when I wrote this (no pun intended, honest). Probably sparked by where memories belong, heart soul or body. Me myself, I think the heart and soul shares equal parts, the feeling parts, while the body shares all the actual memories and stuff. But it’s complicated and I’m not even sure if it fits into the Kingdom Hearts fandom. So yeah, will a Nobody remember anything after he gets back his heart?

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas, implied Axel x Marluxia. Post KH:CoM, Axel is disturbed by Namine’s powers and betraying Marluxia, and troubled by the secret he keeps from Roxas.

( “After you get your heart back… will you remember me?” )

I didn’t really planned to write this. I just wanted to write something in Axel’s POV and poof, the entire thing came rushing out. It is intended to lightly tease the way us fans think of him, albeit more exaggerated. But hey, I have read of quite a few fics where he does do the things I wrote that he supposedly did. Besides, this is the Axel as I see it. Except he came out a bit like an idiot, for some reason. No matter, I still love him. xD

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas. Axel finally decided enough is enough and sends an email to his fanclubs.

( Dear fans of your resident favorite pyromaniac, My name is Axel, got it memorized? )