I took ages to get this damn short thing to come out fully because I got this insanely huge writer’s block sometime during the middle and every attempt didn’t sound right until something finally clicked last night.

That means I can finally post its companion fic, Outside, that was finished a long time ago. Gah, that’s screwed up.

Anyway, it’s one of my sappier pieces. It has implied lemon because it’s necessary and a full-blown one will just spoil the flow.

( There’s something about you… something that makes me want to blind myself reaching out to you. )

This was the entry for the Halloween contest at Deviantart’s Akuroku club. But as you can see, it took its own bloody sweet time to finally be completed and thus why I’m posting it now. Six months late. T-T I hate my muses sometimes. Basically, this one is like the Chaotic Christmas fic, where Axel wants to let Roxas have fun during the festive occasion. Something like that. Yeah.

Synopsis: Halloween is not just a world where there’s a smiling skeleton, but an occasion for the Organization to relax as well.

( “What WERE you thinking, you idiot? You almost scared me to non-existence!” )

I started this a long time ago and couldn’t quite finish it until recently. It’s quite angsty, and by the end of it, I forgot what I based on when I wrote it. But I think it is quite alright, for a writing of mine, so yeah, here it is. Oh yeah, this fic is in an AU setting. Reflects the actual game itself and a little of Loveless. o.o

Synopsis: Roxas was involved in a car accident and lose his memory, and that of his boyfriend.

( Axel. I’m Axel, your boyfriend! What happened to you? Can’t you remember me?” )

I wrote this for the dA Akuroku club’s Christmas contest. I was supposed to somehow take a phrase/sentence from a Christmas song and write it into the story, but I ended up taking a few. This has become something like ‘hey, let’s spot the Xmas song references!’ I actually suffered several minor writer blocks as I wrote this, but I finally got it all out. *cheers* And I think I’m satisfied with it. Yeah.

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas, Marluxia x Demyx. Holidays with the Organization XIII members are never boring. Perhaps, just the opposite.

( “Ah that. It’s not my doing, but you gotta admit that Demyx has style.” )

I can’t really remember what I was thinking when I wrote this (no pun intended, honest). Probably sparked by where memories belong, heart soul or body. Me myself, I think the heart and soul shares equal parts, the feeling parts, while the body shares all the actual memories and stuff. But it’s complicated and I’m not even sure if it fits into the Kingdom Hearts fandom. So yeah, will a Nobody remember anything after he gets back his heart?

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas, implied Axel x Marluxia. Post KH:CoM, Axel is disturbed by Namine’s powers and betraying Marluxia, and troubled by the secret he keeps from Roxas.

( “After you get your heart back… will you remember me?” )

I didn’t really planned to write this. I just wanted to write something in Axel’s POV and poof, the entire thing came rushing out. It is intended to lightly tease the way us fans think of him, albeit more exaggerated. But hey, I have read of quite a few fics where he does do the things I wrote that he supposedly did. Besides, this is the Axel as I see it. Except he came out a bit like an idiot, for some reason. No matter, I still love him. xD

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas. Axel finally decided enough is enough and sends an email to his fanclubs.

( Dear fans of your resident favorite pyromaniac, My name is Axel, got it memorized? )

Written as birthday fic to my dear fellow Akuroku fan and RPGDreamers member, Alazuli. ^^ It’s actually an Akuroku fic, but from Demyx’s view. I like Demyx. The first time I laid eyes on him, I thought he’s pretty cool, even his sitar! I didn’t quite expect him to be quite the white (maybe gray?) sheep of the Organization but still, it just makes him all the more adorable. I didn’t expect to pair him with Marluxia too. Of all people. I read that XigDem is really popular, but I can’t get Xigbar’s ‘feel’ to write him. Strangely, I can for Marly.

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas, Marluxia x Demyx. When Demyx went in search for Axel and Roxas for Xemnas, he chances upon something…

( Demyx knew that if there is a god or something similar, that being must not liked him very much. )

A fic for the dA Akuroku club’s contest. The theme is a phrase to be included, which has Axel begging Roxas for something. That and the wonderful Tseecka who runs the club gave me a challenge to do a fic involving ice-cream. I have wondered a lot about sea-salt ice-cream, because I’m used to ice-cream being sweet, unless it’s that uber pure droolicious chocolate ice-cream I love, but it is only slightly bitter. Sea-salt ice-cream would almost has to be salty, wouldn’t it?

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas. The weather is hot, even for Axel, so he and Roxas find ways to cool down.

( I’m not a flower, for nobody’s sake. I don’t need that much sunlight. )

My first Akuroku fanfic! Yay! Though this is pretty much a short drabble rather than a fic, and has more of a FFVII scent (since I was binging on a certain redhead related fics). But still, it’s a first step towards something. I’m not sure what, that is. I wrote it to enter the dA Akuroku contest for cosplay related deviations. It’s a first time I’m actually interested (and inspired) enough to join something like that, so it’s quite a lot of fun.

Synopsis: Axel x Roxas. What happens if the Organization XIII has a FFVII costume party?

( “Well, you can ask Xemnas about it. Along with where he got this insane idea of forcing us to a cosplay party.” )